Doing Its Thing

I'm becoming more aware that the more my body ingests antibiotics the breakdown of any remaining immunity I have slowly dwindles away, it’s making any attempts in recovering harder and harder. I’m residing to the fact that when my body comes under attack, I need to let it fight and recover under its own guises and kidding myself that I’m feeling better and pushing myself to soldier on isn’t working for me, comparing myself to others who can do that, probably do not have the same compromised immune system.

When it comes to managing my expectations, I've got to remind myself, I’m not the spring chicken I used to be but more of an old hen now.

I hope tomorrow will be different in that I’m not going to feel so low about myself and grab a little bit of positivity from the fact I’m actually recovering and not getting worse. Looking at it from a different perspective, it could be a whole lot worse if I wasn’t sitting at home comfortably with a doting husband and caring friends.